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Mar. 4th, 2026 05:50 pmThis has been a less easy day.
It's the 35th anniversary of my mom's death.
It still hurts, all of it.
At least, I'm not reliving the whole thing, just dealing with emotional splashback this year.
She died in hospital, during an ice storm, and I was not informed of it until after I'd come up there, so I traveled expecting to see her when she'd passed before I'd gotten the phone call.
And that ties into even nastier family crap that I'm not even going to mention except to say it happened and was absolutely shitty.
So I am sticking to the more cheerful reruns of shows to watch, plus Colbert, and the sillier novels. They don't dig me out, but they keep me from going deeper into the Marianas Trench.
It's the 35th anniversary of my mom's death.
It still hurts, all of it.
At least, I'm not reliving the whole thing, just dealing with emotional splashback this year.
She died in hospital, during an ice storm, and I was not informed of it until after I'd come up there, so I traveled expecting to see her when she'd passed before I'd gotten the phone call.
And that ties into even nastier family crap that I'm not even going to mention except to say it happened and was absolutely shitty.
So I am sticking to the more cheerful reruns of shows to watch, plus Colbert, and the sillier novels. They don't dig me out, but they keep me from going deeper into the Marianas Trench.